Moon Gaze Star

One of my students wanted to drop out of college because he's been offline for a long period of time. Which is something I found odd? I always attentive and record their attendance, well, by an online course. It still Covid-19 and we conducting our class online. I did a couple of turns and wanted to key in attendance by watching them online and join in our group online class using Skype. I had to ask them to turn off the video because their internet line getting slower if more than 10 are logged in. Now, he made a complaint to our CEO and wanted to drop out because he can't even follow-up with us and don't understand our teaching online.  There's one thing I may understand that the way he said is like blaming us, the lecturer/educator for not explaining to us more or not taking responsibility attending the class. I may misinterpret this but, that's how my point of view looked like. Even from the last entry, I was bummed out for unable to keep my work. Now my focus b

Today is a grim day for me, that I am once again, will be jobless after the month of August. Even so, I am happy I had this opportunity together and how hard it is to become an educator. I am grateful to experience this, so I had no argument with the boss that I made terrible decisions for the past few months ago.  In my early childhood year, my mother passed away, which is caused me in a brink of sadness. At first, it becomes a trigger to me whenever people mentioned about my late mother. I would always cry. I did what I could to steel myself, without any help from a doctor or psychiatry. I did notice a change within me. Mostly mentality. I can't comprehend the common sense of a decision. Even taking action to solve the problem. I sorta, forgot them, swiping left. Until it resurfaces again. Which is quite annoying to do my task. Because of this, I begin to fear what might happen to me if I took another job in a different position. Is it going to repeat it again until I may incapab

For the past few years ago, I've been forced to resign from my first job company after receiving countless accounts of my mistakes during my work. I admitted I did my best, but unable to keep myself to their expectation. Nonetheless, I had to reflect and decided to resign on their terms. With a whole lot of debts need to chase, I need to find another job. Somehow, I did stop and wonder how I get so careless during my time in days of work. Sure I did go a lot of clinics after receiving different symptoms like Middle Ear Infection and etc... But one thing I can shake my feelings off is how forgetful I am. I know that I always being the forgetful one in the team, but every assignment given I try to deliver them, some of my previous team ignores my notes, and I can't blame them as they are equally busy as I am. Even the notice from other departments gives their terms on how to proceed with the SOP, I keep forgetting this and that. Not to mention, I once forgot their name in on

Hey, welcome for another review for one of my favorite manga turned anime titled Houseki no Kuni or A.K.A Land of Lustrous World. This show has enhanced the usage of CGI and not overboard them. I love how glitter this anime and lively only to realized there some dark sides as the plot thickens. The other thing I would love to point out is how beautiful the grass is in this anime. Fresher than real life. I feel like I want to pull a chunk of the grass along with its roots and planted in my garden if I had one.

I've watched an anime titled Violet Evergarden, one of the best Winter Anime 2018. As stated in the summary in MyAnimeList, a girl named Violet Evergarden was formerly known as "the weapon" during the war between the North and South regions. After the war is over, she moved on her life work under the former Lieutenant at CH Postal Service. Becoming a human weapon has deemed her into an unemotional person but she has someone who still treats her as a human and holds that person dearly more than anyone else. Those words have reached her however she does not know the meaning behind it nor her heart. Until one day, she was moved by the work of Auto Memories Dolls, who carry people's thoughts and convert them into words. She begins to work as an Auto Memories Doll and visiting different people in every continent just to know the meaning of love. It moves my heart that this is one of the Top 10 Saddest Anime in 2018. People keep making drama focusing on the materialis